Mornings

I tried waking up early again, at dawn or around it. It's my favorite time of the day after all, my faculties are usually sharp at this hour, also everything is so alive inside me, and outside, pure bliss of quietness.

I did it for three consecutive days, I've set the alarm and all. I found that I was simply unable to deal with the pain inside. Each new day I'm realizing just how much I have to heal inside me, and learning how to do this this called life all over again, as if I have only just landed.