Three quarter age

I decided I'm in middle age now. It is said to be anything between 45 and 55, or 50 to 65, and so on. But I've been thinking about it, for quite some time. If I'm to live until I'm 80 years old - I'm tired just thinking about living all those years, but yes, considering I leave this planet around then, then 40 is the middle. I'm 40 now, this is a good turning point. I am going changing some things now, well I have always been doing that, but one particular aspect has been stopping me from enjoying many other things and that's being in my low vibrational, abusive, self harming emotional eating. That includes: comfort eating, binge eating, over eating, stress eating, and the list goes on.

This journey in this life has been quite rich, but I'm rather tired from the weight now, and I need to unload. 

If I don't live until I'm 80, than I am well behind middle age, if I leave around my 60, then I'm three quarter in, I better hurry!