The end

I'm so tired, to even remember the dream. Soul been busy at work. A lot was revealed and processed during sleep. I don't bother myself trying to remember. There's nothing to hold back anymore. I've submitted myself fully in, all the work, gung-ho.

Benjamin is keeping me company, I sleep on the sound of his voice in my ears, I work to his songs, I rest my eyes and soul with him on the screen. I love him. I'm grateful there's someone to love again. After all the people turning and leaving, I needed to hang on to something, anything at all.

Tindering through the night and the morning, zombies unite. I keep searching, discerning, looking, for any humans left in sight. Things looking dire. I must master that mind, not allow it to leave fully when things get even more dry. 

Got pains in body like never before. Actually, it's like every pain I ever had, in any part of my body, but now all of them flaring up in one go, together. All is happening simultaneously, there is no past, present and future anymore.

Bracing for the very long ending that has begun.