Bunny bear

I will stop now. 

I will stop the blaming. 

I will stop the questioning. 

I will stop the whining and the weeping. 

They did it all because they could, they did it all because I allowed it, they did it all because I was so weak. 

I was so weak from so much pain. 

All the pains that have messed up with my mind, my system, my physical body, my other bodies. 

I was even more pained because they wouldn't behave humanely. 

Things are chaotic, my mind is fried.

Still, I will stop it. 

I will stop me. 

From giving my power away, to them, he, she.

It ends here, 

it ends today. 

It 

ends 

now. 

How will I start over, I am clueless. 

Nothing to hold on to for the passage, 

but it's ok, 

I've done it so many times for her, over and again. 

Now I do it for myself, 

remember, 

remember the strength. 

They themselves are weak and powerless, the only power they got over you is the one you granted them, because you expected them to see, to be, to give.... to turn into your mother, a mother. Well wake up already, now we've done the work, now we've seen, now we know. 

Let's get up and go baby girl. 

I'll protect you now. 

My nurturing mother self present for my wounded child self.

Momma bear will protect you now little bunny. 

Hop off and go... 

I am your home, 

you're safe, 

for whenever you return.