How does a heart beat so fast
How do sensations feel just right
Just how rotten is the brain to malfunction in such ways
How does the warmth stem from spirit
How does possession feel so legit
In a neverending trauma healing looping journey
You spiral out of hell, back to hell again
Through heaven
I've read the books
I keep reading the literature
I'm well informed
And more so by each day
Yet I was played like a lousy little fool
All the goodheartedness
Only just tools
Everything's fake
The faces
The eyes
The embrace
All in vain
Chapters endings
Chapters starting
In a useless book
I wish I never had started
Silly ol' life
Oh ego you still thrive
Damn you.
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