I can't remember how I ended up being so exhausted last week, but I do remember crashing in bed way after midnight, and thinking to myself I missed posted for that day. I thought to myself it would be Friday and Saturday off blogging, then Sunday I will resume again. I kind of did the same the week before, I needed at last a day or two to rest, from all the doing and going, even when it's as essential, as beneficial as my very personal blogging.
Waking up this morning, I thought I needed to prioritise again. We're already half way through this new week, and I still didn't blog. Not only did I miss my daily thing, but also, I am binge eating again, and I feel swept away by the days and the demands of our life. I need to slow things down, the extremes have played havoc on my body and mind. Writing allows me, no it forces me, to slow down. It is meditative, contemplative, reflective, and grounding.
This is why I need it, it isn't a simple desire or a project or a plan...
Now, here, I've done. It's good to touch base. Now I must start my day, this is a self reminder of self love.
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