Sober

I'm tired from the pain being my main motive to write. 

I'm tired from the need to write, from the pain, from existing. 

I'm tired from people, the demons, the dualities. 

I'm tired from the living, I'm tired from the dead. 

I'm tired from life. 

I'm tired from words, reading, and writing. 

I'm tired from the aches and the longings.

I'm tired from this body, from this land. 

I'm tired from sobriety. 

Take me Home.